I understand that you may have some questions or confusion, but I would like to emphasize that the purchase, possession or use of prohibited drugs is not only illegal, but also extremely harmful to health. Whether from a legal or ethical point of view, participating in such activities is undesirable. If you or someone you know is experiencing health problems or drug dependence, I strongly recommend that you seek professional help. Many countries and regions have free consultation and support services that can provide help and treatment. Communicating with professional medical personnel or psychological counselors can provide you with safer and more effective solutions. If you have other questions or need help, I am happy to provide you with support.